I realized something just a moment ago. My prayers had been answered and I didn't even realize it.
My idea of going to Utah was put off for a bit simply because I had finally found a social outlet that was actually wholesome and fun, so I figured I would stick around for a bit and see what happened. At the same time I was really confused about my aforementioned feelings to be moving to Utah. I had been so excited about the prospects of breaking away and starting over in a new place.
Things happened and I slowly forgot my excitement.
So I decided to pray about it. I prayed hard too. I kept bugging and bugging God to tell me what to do and that if I was supposed to stick around then let me know.
Yesterday my boss decided to give me a real nasty "review" that basically told me it was time for me to move on. Despite my anger at his antagonism and after some reflection I realized that he was actually being used to answer my prayers.
It is time to move on.
So, even if there are some very cute girls in my new branch, I am going to get back on track about moving to Utah.
There ya have it.
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